random mess.

soooooo a whole ton of you entered my giveaways awhile back for fuzzi bunz and a planet wise wetbag. only two of you, well three of you won. wait. i'll quick explain. i LOVE fuzzi bunz. but i also love their customer service. you see the first girl who won the fuzzi bunz diapers did not get back to me in time...because she was you know, having a BABY! so i felt bad, and felt that having a baby is a grand excuse to miss the deadline. so i emailed fuzzi bunz and explained to them what had gone down. so they are sending her diapers too! isn't that SO nice!! i thought so.

so at any rate. megan is having a giveaway of her own. for three fuzzi bunz and a small sized planet wise wetbag. so go on over there and enter. or don't. because then I have a better chance of winning. i just want extra entries so i'm blogging about it too!

i'm in a not so good mood today. i'd just stay away if i were you. nothing really. just a not good mood. not that i enjoy it by any stretch of the imagination, but what can i do but just tell you it's a bad mood. my kids are too. caitlyn screamed during story time, not the ENTIRE story time, but some of it. and screamed through the first half of mcd's today. lovely. briegh screamed and got soaking wet in the rain because i wouldn't carry her. i will not carry someone who screams at me. amelya. she's in a good mood. thankfully. dustin. well he's overtired and starting to finally give into sleep.

plus shaun and i kind of argued last night. and didn't really resolve it. he fell alseep as soon as the kids were in bed, so that leaves no time to talk. i don't even know what the 'deal' is, but i hope it gets cleared up soon.

the only thing i know is that god remains in control. and that the enemy is trying to get a foothold in my life and in my relationships. well mr. enemy it ain't happening. try as hard as you want. but shaun and i will talk. and get all straightened out. and my not so good mood will end. because i've been praying and seeking out the lord through all of it. so take that. mr. enemy. because god wins. i win. you lose. so there.

wow. that felt better. see i think you just have to remember where all the lies come from. it's the enemy. he's going to try and fill your head up with loads of lies. just remember they are that. LIES. every single thing he tells you is a lie. and god doesn't lie. god doesn't want to stumble you. god wants you to trust in him and rely on him and remember that he is faithful. always. and forever. nothing and noone else in this life can guarentee you that. forever faithfulness. i mean sure shaun is 'faithful' to me. but he also can and does fail me. i have to keep GOD first and shaun second. because god is truly and has to be my first love. everyone and everything else comes next. god first. no exceptions. none. zippo. zero. none.

ahhh. i feel so much better. now if only talking about cleaning my house got my cleaning done. it's pretty much a disaster. i was sick the few days before mother's day. so not much got done. then the miscarriage happened and i didn't do anything last week either. i know those are all excuses. but that's why the stuff didn't get done. today i feel all crummy and don't feel like doing it. but i need to. right after i blog. :0) because basically it's one more thing to do before cleaning. works for me. before i blogged i 'crafted' with amelya. that's what she called it. that was fun too. way more fun than cleaning. so i'm off. to clean. or something like that.

because friday is a big day. a blogging buddy and her daughter, the same one i visited last week, are coming over. and then we're dog sitting for a week. for my sister in law's dog. because she's in hawaii. for two weeks she'll be there. well one more week after friday. but still. i'd take a day in hawaii. may two. :0)

so that means a clean house. plus i always feel better when it's all cleaned up. so i'm off. toodles.